The Soap Opera That Is My Life

Yup. Well so much for the drama-free life. G is such a pain in the you-know-what. He is such a sucker for his new gf, that nobody else matters, including his daughter. From what I can see nobody likes or trusts this girl, I cannot for the life of me udnerstand what he even sees in her. She tries to control every aspect of his life and she tries to change everything about him. Correct me if I am wrong but when you love someone aren't you supposed to love them the way they are, flaws and all, and not try to mold them into someone they aren't? I miss that funny, loveable, video game playing guy he was when he was with me. I don'e even know him anymore. He has totally turned into this jerk who doesn't give a rat's ass about anyone else's thoughts or feelings. He is late with his checks, he doesn't call to talk to hid daughter, he rarely picks her up. This weekend he was supposed to pick her up and didn't to spite me because I asked him not to bring his gf with him. I'm sorry, but do you really think I even want to know that the girl who my bf left me for is sitting in my driveway? It really just makes me want to throw up. But of course she wanted to come, so she should always come first even though he knows it hurts me. She seems to be just as selfish as he is. She has tog et her way all the time. She is a pampered, spoiled, selfish brat as far as I can tell. Honestly, I don't evenw ant her around my kid, but what can I do about it. Oh and apparently T not liking her is all my fault, ebcause apparently I have nothing better to do than talk about G's gf. PUH-LEASE! It really kills me that I sit there and tell T not to talk badly about daddy's gf, and that she has to respect her, and I get blamed ebcause a five year old doesnt like her father's gf. There's a real shock. G needs to wake up and realize that the kid is five years old and theres some strange woman with her daddy, of course she is not going to like her, she is not even used to her. Fromw aht I hear the gf isn't exactly nice to her either. Well whatever, if he wants to think it is my fault, let him. I'm tired of defending myself to two spoiled little children who won't grow up. All I know is I get a really bad feeling about that girl. She is trouble, and I hope he realizes it before it is too late.

Well, I haven't posted to this thign in forever, I think I forgot it existed. Anyway E and I still tlak on occasion, but not very often, and we haven't seen each other sicne the night I wrecked my car. That was fun. Now I have a new car and a car payment, which does not make me very happy. Oh well, what can you do right? I am "seeing" this guy I met at work, J. Can't for the life of me figure him out. He doesn't want a relationship which is fine by me because neither do I, but still he is weird. Dunno. At this point I am really just thinkign whatever happens happens and I don't even care anymore. Life is too complicated. Work is work, school is school. Actually nothign really interestign tow rite about. My life seems to be drama free for the moment, and knowing my life, it is only for the moment. Something is probably brewing right now waiting to happen. G and I were not spekaign for awhile, but we talked and I thought we had resolved some issues, but lord know because now he did not return my phone clal about T. You would think he might care to tlak about his kid. I am so tired of his cap. I'm ready to just tell him to go away and leave us alone. I'm through with his drama. Anyway, hopefulyl things will remain calm.